Brownie and Brownbie #1

I bet all of us know what Brownie is.
But what you think is not what you get. Brownie has a special meaning to a pair of couple who is now separated by 7 hours time difference, and i-dont-know-how-many miles apart and yet to meet again in 79 days.
Brownie is actually a Rilakkumar neck rest bought by Brownbie to me.
Say hi to Brownie...

So now the question is who's Brownbie?
Brownbie is the one who never fails to make me happy and love me more than anyone else. Hehe
So how does the name Brownbie come by? Both of us are  using an app called Between. And my name in it is Brownie while hers is Brownie's baby. So make it short  I'll call her Brownbie.
And so happened that I am a regular reader of Timothy Tiah, www.timothytiah.com and he started to blog about funny conversations of him with his wife and I personally find it very meaningful and would be a great memory for both the couple or spouse.
so I was talking to Brownbie about that and I told her to blog about our conversations like what Timothy does. And the lazy her being lazy cleverly push this job to me. So I'm being a good boyfriend gonna start with our first conversation Brownie and Brownbie #1
So I was at the company today having meeting and I was too boring so I secretly took out the phone and Whatsapp her.
So we were chatting halfway and I was asking her to give me one kiss. So she gave me this..

I managed to suppress my laugh but still can't stand but to smile like a fool to myself. I wished at the point of time nobody was noticing my facial expression. haha

I love you, Brownbie! <3 p="p">

A random post

Another boring night.

Reached home from company at 7.15pm.

Rushed into the bathroom after putting 2 eggs in boiling water.

Finished bathing and the eggs were hardly boiled in time.

Applied lotions on whole my body. It's an extra step for me every time I bath in Italy and I find this very troublesome.

Peeled the eggs, mashed them, added in pepper and mayonnaise, uniformly got them mixed.

Cut tomato into thin slices.

Heated up the frying pan, melt the butter on it and finally the crepe on it. 

Buttery smell soon filled the whole kitchen.

Crepe nicely done, ingredients filled, mouth watering.

Made myself a cup of hot milo, mouth opened wide, nom nom nom...

Laptop on. Funshion opened.

'Skyfall' played.

Blurry yet good enough to understand the contents.

Finished. Nothing special to be impressed.

and I'm here. 

Writing this random post.

Grass is always greener on the other side. 

This is very true. 

I once longed to stay in Europe, the 4 seasons, the fall, the cold winter, the pearl white snow.

It's my week 10. 12 more weeks to go. 

Now I wish I can go back to Singapore ASAP, go back to my family, my friends and of cause most importantly my baby <3 .="." div="div">

However, deep inside me I know when I'm back in Singapore 12 weeks later. I will again blame the hot weather, and miss everything in Europe.

This is the ironic truth about humans.

Okay. Enough of random thoughts.

9.54pm and I'm going to turn in now.

Good night world.

People tends to take things for granted when they are receiving too much.

Am I right? 

I hope I'm not.

Turning 20

Bidding Goodbye to 19, and embracing the number 20!
It is the 1st birthday that I'm touched to tear. Thanks my dear for putting so much effort in planning it for me.
Thanks my besties who giving me so many genuine wishes and celebrated with me.
The gratitude that I want to express is beyond what words can describe.

 Thanks all my friendsss for spending the whole Sunday with me having lunch,singing-k,dinner and catch a  
 movie.

Thanks to my uncle's family and my cousin Vincent for purposely taking their time off coming down to celebrate for me.

 And of cause her who had planned everything. The video was really touching and brought back a lot of sweet memories. Thanks to all my friends who wished me in the video. I will appreciate the friendship that we have.


There's no more 1- in my life. The initial 2 indicates a new chapter of life.
I will work hard to take charge of my life, and love all my loved ones!

Happy Mother's Day

It's another silent night..hanging in YouTube didn't know what to watch,typed in 'Mother's day' and end up listened to a few songs about Mother's Day..

It's my 3rd year of not celebrating Mother's Day with my mum back in home town. I wish I could but I couldn't. The feeling was uneasy when you are stuck in other place and see other people posting pictures of them celebrating Mother's Day with their beloved mum. I'm not being envious but looking at those photos make me miss my family even more.

Saw a quote posted by my cousin just now which I find it very meaningful.

" Mother holds their children's hands for awhile, but their hearts forever."

This is so true. I still remember how I was raised up from a small naive kid to a soon-to-be 20-year-old teenager which is said to have grown up to face the world. I remembered her holding my hands,putting me in her warmest embrace. Even now,when I've learned to cross the road( even drive) by myself , sometimes when I am back in Taiping and happened to cross the road together with her. She will still hold my hand unknowingly,and leads me to cross the road. 

I left for study 2 years+ ago and I'm confident enough to say that my mum is the best mum in the world!

She never fail to call me at night every day, since the very 1st day I left my home. As a son, I should be the 1 making the call but she does that. Every time she calls,she will ask if I've eaten, do I take fruits, supplement etc, and what happens around me. She cares about my everything. Just like what's quoted, mother holds her children's hearts forever! 

Some times when she called at the wrong time, when I was busy with my assignments,or not in a good mood, and I acted indifferently, didn't listen attentively to what she said, or talked a-bit-rudely,I'm really sorry for that.

I'm sure there's no mum out there who never fail to call their children everyday. And I'm so lucky I'm the lucky one!

I grow up in a typical Eastern family,where actions are more apparent than words. 

If I'm asked to say 'I love you' to my mum,I will definitely hesitate for a long time.

Hereby,I would like to convey my love to my mum. I know she's not going to see this. 

A call to her is the only thing I can do to wish her Happy Mother's Day. 

Happy Mother's Day,Mum! 

Bersih 3.0

I could still remember myself writing about BERSIH 2.0 the last July.
And in less than 10 months time BERSIH 3.0 has been held again because the Najib led goverment refused to accede to BERSIH's recommendations to reform electoral process.
This time around PDRM took the same measure against BERSIH by locking down 53 streets in KL, making it immobilised. Building up barriers around Dataran Merdeka with barbed wires barricades,firing teargas towards the protesters and even knocked a few unarmed protesters down with police car. Despite the inhumanity shown by PDRM, surprisingly the Home Minister,Dato Seri Hishammuddin said , "The police behaved with utmost professionalism and restraint ." 
So this is the professionalism meant by the ruling party.
We can find lots and lots of articles,pictures,videos etc online. The local media has been controlled so where we can get the genuine news is through the internet.
Marina Mahathir, the daughter of 4th PM even turned up in the rally to show her support. She even blogged about her experience during the rally here. And Channel Newsasia Singapore also interviewed her yesterday.
This is 1 of the video that featured the rally.


With the general election coming its way, I think the people is clear in their mind who they are going to vote for for a better tomorrow.
God bless Malaysia!

I shall not care

When I am dead and over me bright April,
shakes out her rain-drenched hair,
Though you should lean above me broken-hearted,
I shall not care.

I shall have peace,as leafy trees are peaceful
When rain bends down the bough;
And I shall be more silent and cold-hearted
Than you are now.

   -Sara Teasdale